Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah, wa astaghfirullah.
Ehm. InshaAllah Im starting a project called 'Win Your Heart' for none other but myself. Since steadfasting to me is reaching to God-knows-how level of hard. Ive decided to start a project for myself. Had few muhasabah with my own self. And 'we' decided to make an everyday reflection on myself. And how far has tarbiyah terfikrah in me.
To remind yguys. Im not perfect. So this is like an effort of mine to improve myself and to recheck my heart - adakah masih terfikrah, atau makin mencair. And i do hope i could benefit yguys too. I believe rechecking everything (nawaitu and heart esp) bukanlah perkara bagi asing utk seorang daie.
So the plan is to revise back few surah i went thru before. And for each surah, there would be some reflections that i will post it up in here.
No, Im not an ulama'. Nor a fuqaha'. Im just another marhaen slave of Him trying to spread the beautiful feelings i have inside me. So basically everything that im posting soon will only dan semata ungkapan perasaan terhadap ayat2 Allah. Bukanlah pentafsiran kitab berdasarkan surah atau ilmu tentang sesuatu surah.
Note that, im nobody. I sincerely just wanna share my feelings, thoughts that i hope soon or along the way build up to be an 'aml. Not just for me myself. But for everybody.
And im making it official bcos this is like a challange for myself. A challange to be steadfast. And another reason is so that i could always read it up for myself. Since it is on the line.
Im nobody. And i always need your duas. May Allah count our efforts towards becoming His loved ones. May Allah grants us the chance to meet Him.
Oh yeah, another reason is bcos I found it hard to win your heart rather than other's. To make ppl feel His Love, you must first feel it in you.
"Ku lihat ke atas, langitMu
Ku tunduk ke bawah, bumiMu
Ku selami dalam hatiku,
Ada Kamu.
Tidak jauh tapi dekat disitu.
Di dalam qalbu membelai jiwaku."
Quran itu untuk hati. Maka dalami. Bila mana ada Dia disanubari, nescaya lainnya ketepi. Kerna hanya Dia yang kau cintai.
So i guess thats all. Stay tuned if you think if its gonna benefit. InshaAllah. Moga Allah makin cinta, bakal penghuni syurga.
Assalamualaikum waratullah :)
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