Oh and yeah, she needs you to ameen that for her.
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I am in a situation where i play the 'sinking ship' role in an act. Ofcourse we all know that a ship will always goes up and down till it reaches its destination. Yes? But when it is sinking, the walls started to tumble down. Everything is a mess, the desk is on the floor, but the chair and the carpet goes up to the sealing. Everything, everything! is just a mess! Pathetic. Yes it is.
Well, same thing goes to me here. Ooooooh yes, you did not read that wrongly. Here, right here, right now.
And that is Sadddddd. And baddddd. Unfortunately.
Its irony, how can i call myself a daie and im acting like typical 'girl next door' infront of my classmates. Its funny, cos i do call myself a daie, yes i do, but i have weak connection with my Lord. Sad isnt?
"Maybe the brokenness comes to teach you how to kneel. Stop trying to ‘be strong’. We cry, to heal. We feel, to stay human." -Yasmin Mogahed
and Allah is all kind and loving. These are all nothing but tarbiyah ayy? :')
"Ingat-ingatlah nikmat itu. Sebab Allah swt berfirman, " Jika kalian bersyukur sungguh akan Kami tambah (nikmat) atas kalian. Dan jika kalian kufur, sesungguhnya azab-Ku sangat pedih."
-Allah, Kokohkan Kaki Kami di atas Jalan Mu
Allah brought us here. So it is time for us to survive by our own. A mom didnt expect to spoon her child till she's 20. Tak ke? So please, dont expect Him to feed us 24/7. Because it is not Him who needs us, but instead WE are the one who need Him. Very much.
Diriwayatkan dari Abu Hurairah r.a., beliau berkata, telah bersabda Rasulullah saw “Telah berfirman Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala, ‘Aku adalah sebagaimana prasangka hambaku kepadaku,dan Aku bersamanya ketika dia mengingatku, dan jika hambaku mengingatku dalam sendirian,maka Aku mengingatnya dalam diri-Ku sendiri, dan jika dia mengingatku di dalam sebuahkelompok/jama’ah, (maka) Aku mengingatnya dalam kelompok yang lebih baik dari kelompok tersebut, dan jika dia mendekat kepada-Ku sejengkal, Aku mendekat kepadanya sehasta, dan jikadia mendekat kepadaku sehasta, Aku mendekat kepadanya satu depa, dan jika dia mendatangiku dengan berjalan, Aku mendatanginya dengan berlari- lari kecil’
- (HR Bukhari dan Muslim)
Aahhhh. Allah is all Loving kannn :')
*and suddenly all of His sweet words jump into my head*
Gahhhh, i am new, and still longgggg longggggggg way to go. May Allah shower upon us with His Rahmah and Blessings. And may Allah guide us with His Hidayah thru and thru. He is thattttt sweet ayy? Oh wait, beyonddddd! His sweetness is beyond words can describe :')
Let us all turn back to Him. Because no matter how bad we fall apart. He will always be there to put the puzzle back into pieces :)
"Setiap amal itu ada syarrah (semangat) nya. Setiap masa syarrahnya itu ada masa fatrah (lemah dan malas) nya. Barangsiapa yang masa fatrahnya kembali pada sunnahku, berarti ia telah mendapatkan petunjuk."
-(HR Bukhari)
:) - lebar
P/S : Believe me, this is a only a serious #notetoself but i do hope you can get a benefit from it. And this wasnt what in my mind. But Allah fated this to come out. My writings are mostly to read and to feel. Please relate it with your current condition, or something you had been into. Allah bless! #tetibabuatdisclaimerbai
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