Yang tersepit.

I have to present my workshop, like the whole thing, tmr, and meh, lets not talk about the progress, but here i am updating.



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Rambutnya yang ikal mayang ditocang 'frozen' dan di lepaskan ke kiri bahu. Bahu, jari, siku dan pergelangan tangan diregang-regangkan sampai berbunyi, haaa ngkau berbunyi sampai. Lima hari bertapa duduk dekat lantai, bersandar kan dinding memanglah naik keras urat-urat. Ni baru 5 hari. Belum kalau bekerja dah menghadap laptop 24/7 lagi. Haishhh, dunia, dunia.



*bip bip* Lenovo hitamnya yang dah retak screen itu berbunyi. Tanda whatsapp masuk. Ntah dari siapa.



Kak Ruby : Assalamualaikum awak. Awak okay? Busy eh?

Imany : Waalaikumussalam akak. Eh, knp tanya? Haah, banyak kerja.

Kak Ruby : Tgk awak mcm tak okay je.

Phewwww. Lama dah tak dengar soalan tu. Dan lama jugak tak rasa mcm ada org kisah okay ke tak.

Imany : Ok je inshaAllah. All is well.


Dan lenovo hitamnya diletak ditepi, membiarkan conversation tergantung begitu.



Entah lah. Nak kata tak okay. Mcm okay je. Mcm tak okay, tipu sangat - sebab mmg tengah terasa life is hitting on me! Keke. Tapi nak kata tak okay, mcm not that tak okay sangat pon.




Feelingless....




Aaaaa. That word. Lama jugak tak rasa perasaan ni. Lama jugak takcakap yang diri sendiri ni feelingless. But this time is real. That feeling of ignoring anything that stands infront of you, you just dont give a sikit pon care, and belasah je walk on like nothing matters.



That feeling.



Pelik. Sebab you know its hard, yet youre acting like its nothing. That either-youre-too-strong-to-even-cry-or-youre-just-feelingless moment. Oh life, you really have thrown lemons at me this time. Big huge plenty of yellow lemons, with so much juices that when you cut it, the juices splashes on your face and then you go gelabah tutup mata bcos you know its too too sour. That kind of lemons!



"Weh!"



"Weh!"



Imany yang mengelamun jauh tadi terkembali ke dunia nyata bila Jihah menyapa.



"Yang rambut kau mcm frozen kenapa? Haha."



Hahahaha frozen eh? "Eh. Haah. Aku pon taksedar mcm frozen. Lol." Sambil tangan didepa gaya Ana yang sedang menari di balkoni istana ais.



"Haha. Dah lah rambut mcm tu, duduk tegak pulak tu depan laptop. Dah mcm patung tau. Ada apa je dlm laptop tu sampai tenung macam tengah fikir masalah umat?"



"Banyak lah kau masalah umat. Hahaha."



"Takpe. Husnudzon."



Dan jihah pon berlalu keluar dari biliknya. Ntah apa dia nak tbtb terjah cakap pasal rambut ?? Kau ghase?



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Bai! Heeee. InshaAllah will continue later, with pembasahan sedikit inshaAllah. But not now, its 4 am, and ive got lots more to settle :)


Assalamualaikum!